Ever have those days when you are tempted to believe the worst of a person? When I’m depressed I give into them far to readily and assume immediately that whatever the other person did was on purpose to hurt me, it’s just the first place that my brain goes. I […]
Read MoreMonth: February 2007
I actually swooned
When I met the husband I was pretty much a full on hippy. At least he thought so. I wore long flowing skirts and dresses with flowers on them. I lived in community with 5 other girls sharing a mattress with two of them, sleeping on floors otherwise, and driving […]
Read Morethe elementary version of the birds and the bees
The Girl was in the bathroom today with me as I put a panty liner in my underwear. She wanted to know what it was for so I explained that it was to keep blood from getting all over my clothes and quickly reviewed what I have already told her […]
Read More2 months
You are now 2 months old baby girl. The big news is that you have eyelashes now, they just popped out of nowhere one day and now you have pretty long dark lashes just like your brother and sister did. Even bigger news is that you are smiling, a lot, […]
Read Morewhat Shabbat means to me
It’s Friday, and life this week has been full of joy, and sorrow, and everything in between. My life is full right now. The Genius Husband’s grandmother passed away yesterday. As much as she will be missed it doesn’t seem tragic when one who has lived as long as her […]
Read MoreBut I got flowers
So my plan to use Valentine’s Day as an excuse/incentive/reminder to be nice to my husband had some interesting moments. Like my 18 year-old brother in law walking into my house while I was in the middle of cleaning and setting a pretty table, wordlessly taking over one of the […]
Read MoreLove without flowers
My husband is not the kind of guy who will come home with flowers, pretty much ever. I’ve gotten flowers from him 3 times in the entire time I’ve known him. Once he had a big bouquet of daisies wired to me for my birthday when we were in separate […]
Read MoreYou know you live in southern California when…
…There is a little sign on the door as you walk into the grocery store explaining to you that the floor may be wet due to rain. I don’t know if this is because otherwise people would be wondering why there are dirty wet trails through the entrance area or […]
Read MoreI love my kids
Wow it’s late and I should be sleeping. But instead I’m writing because I feel this mad need to capture all of the things about my children that I have enjoyed this week before they slip away and I forget. Like the way the Girl is enthused over her anatomically […]
Read MoreWhat I miss about my workforce days.
I could get up and get ready before I started work. I could arrive showered and dressed and exercised, and have time to eat breakfast. My bosses didn’t barge in on me in the shower demanding I fix something now. No one followed me to the bathroom pulling on my […]
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